As the saga unfolded last few weeks, I've finally managed to get some time on my own to just chill and relax. It was some sort of a much needed holiday but I still had to work. Hmm....I know this may sound complicated but it was actually quite interesting.
When I wrote about the final countdown part 2, I was actually in the office. I stayed there for about almost a week. During that time, I managed to figure out myself while taking a break and being alone. With all the time I had, I managed to finish NFS Undercover and also had time to think clearly what went wrong and what had to be done.
It was then clear to me that everybody had a very different view of the situation depending on the amount of facts they have in hand. Most of the people told me that the break up was inevitable while others say it was a silly move to make based on the reasons I gave her.
At certain points I would agree with the people who told me to break up but on the other hand, the friends on this side thinks otherwise. I guess all of this could have been my wrong doing by misleading them at certain points leading them to come to this conclusions.
On Saturday, I've decided on a course of action to take which will make certain people unhappy while making others happy. I for one am happy with this decision made and I'll will stick to it and see it through.
The cause of me being mixed up in my decisions was due to certain input I had from some of my friends beside me. After thinking it through, I finally realised that I was a fool to have listened to them while hurting others. I shouldn't have listened to them in the first place.
Anyhow, I can't go back and undo the things I've done. I'll have to face the consequences of the things that I've done and move on from here. This would be a very expensive lesson for me as not only there was money lost in this but also losing some very dear to me.
Hope things turn out for the better from now on.......
Till my next post......
Cheers
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